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    Sunday, June 25th, 2006
    3:00 pm
    so this is life...
     It's been a little while since i've updated so this could be long.


    um, i miss my friends...talk to me. <3...give me memories that we can bask on and laugh about

    Current Mood: drained
    Current Music: new dashboard...
    Saturday, January 14th, 2006
    11:12 pm
    My life is missing something...
     I really just want to let all of my friends know that i miss them..ALL of them. I really wish i could hang out with all of you more often. A lot has gone on in my life since we last talked.

    My christmas went okay,...i had to deal with some "custody" issues with m parents, and had to make a lot of decisions. I'm in a band and also doing a indipent side project which is just me and a piano/guitar...and we are both having shows soon...one is Febuary 10th at base amp. and another one is possibly Feb 24th with Providence, Broken Image, and Eversfield, which you should go to either way. I drive pretty soon, so I'll be able to see people more. I love all of you, and thanks for listening.

    p.s. if you would like. say one memory about our friendship that would make me smile...i need it. I'll match the memory with another.

    Current Mood: blank
    Current Music: The Vow...
    Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
    1:18 am
    I wish I had the heart...
     E\>...so close, yet so far away from a state championship. I mean we had it at our fingertips. I love our football team and everyone on it, and one of the biggest heartbreaks was seeing jeff Ide walk off the field in tears, knowing that this was his last chance at a state championship. As well as trying to grasp the disappointment of washing the "straight to states" and "cane pride" off of my car. These guys are amazing,... and i'm "PROUD" of them... much love.

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: We Are The Champions: Queen
    Sunday, November 20th, 2005
    7:45 pm
    So I'm really trying to take charge of this so called "life" that I lead, and over and over again I find myself wanting to look back and see what I did before that was so much better. But what I realize is that if I'm off track now, then it wasn't the best. I've really been thinking about the things that take up my time, make me tired, and in the end with give no reward. Now I'm not saying that I'm not going to do anything unless it ends with a prize, but it makes things worth while. I just want to be able to look back at the life I lead, and be satisfied, and look forward to the end result which is to be again in the arms of my first love, God.

    Current Mood: optimistic
    Current Music: The Honorary Title: Everything I once had
    Sunday, November 13th, 2005
    9:21 pm
    speechless...
     so my weekend was pretty much amazing...

    It all started on thursday, when i went to the jv girls soccer game, but i left, and then went to dylan's to play smear the homosexual (the person with possession of the ball). and dominated, that's right...me dominating at a sport. Then on friday, I found a last minute ride with an awesome kid to the underOATH,Thrice, Veda, and THE BLED show, which was amazing! I hxc danced my face off...literally..i got punched right in the kisser, and it was worth every last bit of pain. So thanks to some skills i inherited from jacob/hocker, i drop kicked the kid right in the neck causing him to spew chunks all over his shoes..yeah that's right. And then i got underOATH's towel signed by everyone in the band, even chris' mom. Then Friday night I spent the night at Preston's house and made an awesome design..until the dumb program quit unexpectedly. Then Saturday I hung out with A.hocker, and some other cool kids, and practiced with my new band (me and adam acoustic) for about 2hrs, to play a show that night at a surprise party. And we actually did pretty good. So today, I went to church, and saw an amazing guitar which is the exact Taylor that I wanted, and I talked to the guy about selling it and he said we could maybe work out some kind of trade for mine. So then to top off my weekend, I got to hang out with my best bud Alex Torres, and then went to campaigners to learn about prayer.

    Lows: 1. One of my closest friends is having sad times and doesn't deserve it. I <3 you..., 2. I didn't get to hang out with Shane, 3. Jacob doesn't go to our school anymore, 4. I need to play some poker with Robby, 5. and I am not doing so great in school.

    Answers to lows: 1. Trust your feelings and do the right thing, 2. We will soon enough, 3. Call me,
    4. This weekend, 5. I'm gunna try a lot harder.

    thanks guys...peace<3

    p.s. new screen name.. mylastescape777

    Current Mood: cheerful
    Current Music: paramore: let this go
    Saturday, November 5th, 2005
    12:56 pm
    So I've thought back a little, to see what I've been doing wrong. To see what I have been mis-led by, what has confused me, and kept me farther away from happiness. I thought back to what makes me happy, what makes me sad, and the things I can't live without. And after thinking hard enough with both my heart and brain, I've realized that my emotions were all off balnce, and I've so many things wrong. But now, I'm comming back to my first love...<3

    so expect change for the better.

    I <3 you

    Current Mood: hopeful
    Current Music: Paramore: My Heart
    Sunday, October 30th, 2005
    8:06 pm
    ...I knew it
    emery985's LJ stalker is desire_the_fire!
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    now brian..why am I not surprised?
    Saturday, October 29th, 2005
    8:39 pm
    Life is a game...a fun one at that.
     So here's how it goes.

    - I can officially say that I've slept in a locker...for 7 hrs.
    - I have a broken 5th metatorsil.
    - mewithoutYou is the most amzing band...ever.
    - The Blood Brothers are hill-ar-i-ous.
    - Coheed & Cambria gets old after some number of songs. But welcome home was awesome!
    - I had an awesome time with the coolest people last night! i <3 you all.
    - I missed a good friends show...sorry Brian.
    - I'm gunna do all I can to go to the Emery show.
    - I got my halloweenie costume.
    - I still have ALex's shoes, and i hope he doesn't kill that cute kitten.
    - I'm spending halloween with my best girl/friend ever.
    - I got a haircut which I don't like so next time HAYLEY BLEND is cutting it.
    - I got new boat shoes today
    - The guy at Truth is very demanding, I think I'm going to C&C.
    - I miss my mom.
    - Monday is gunna be a blast.
    - I hope all of my guy friends girl problems are solved...(you know who you are)
    - I hope my girl problems are solved.


    ..."I'm so small I can barely be seen, how is this great love inside of me?"

    Current Mood: grateful
    Current Music: mwY: leaf
    Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
    12:43 pm
    hurricane times.
     So i...

    - got kicked off the drumline, but am allowed back next year.
    - pushed a 395lb. black man.
    - talked to the owner of TRUTH custom drums,to hopefully get and endorsement deal.haha Will.it's the TRUTH
    - am the most indecisive person when it comes to girls.
    - still love all of my friends...you know that.
    - played some mailbox baseball.
    - almost got nailed in the face by a bear bottle...psycho
    - was in a high speed chase driving away from 2 gangsters.
    - almost got beat up by 2 gangsters.
    - all because of mailbox baseball.
    - went to the football game, saw one of my friends knock my other friend out in one punch.
    - did got get beat up...didn't even get in a fight.
    - got a huge lecture from my dad for my grades...he wasn't mad.
    - played some poker with guys.

    well it's sat. and I'm bored, so c/m if you wanna hang out <3

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: That Awful Memory : Copeland
    Wednesday, October 12th, 2005
    4:19 pm
    PLEASE....EVERYONE
     PLEASE....EVERYONE


    HELP OUT ONE OF YOUR LOCAL BANDS AND GO TO http://www.saosin.com/ AND VOTE FOR BROKEN IMAGE IN THE RED BOX AND THEN MAKE A WISH.

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    ^^^IF YOU DO THIS WITHIN 45 MINUTES YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE TOMORROW AT 11:57

    IF YOU FAIL TO DO SO....YOU'RE WISH WILL NOT COME TRUE, AND EVERYONE YOU'VE EVER LOVED WILL GIVE YOU COLD SHOULDER.

    IT'S THE TRUTH

    Current Mood: anxious
    Current Music: Beloved
    Sunday, October 9th, 2005
    1:57 am
    it could be better...
     So I haven't really updated on anything worth reading for a while, so i decided to change things up a bit...no, not really.

    but if you care... here's a few things that i've done in the past two weeks.

    -got my tickets for the mewithoutYou show
    -hung out with Shane.
    -got my phone stolen as a team effort between two of my closest friends.
    -got plans changed again.
    -wanted to talk to /hang out with someone when i couldn't...like now
    -been jealous
    -kinda got in a fight with my percussin director.
    -listened to Robby's system...nice
    -played some guitar with paul
    -didn't go to the competition because of the fight.
    -went "muddin'" ... a few times.
    -got a haircut.
    -oh yeah i went to homecoming...that was pretty cool i guess.
    -kinda started skating a little bit more.
    -worked on the float for classboard.
    -rode the float for classboard.
    -almost fell off the float for classboard.
    -ACCIDENTALLY hit an old man with no legs in the face with a box of nerds.
    -and his wife too.
    -learned that i can do 10 pull-ups...WHAT?!?!
    -figured out that it's more than a crush.
    -got to hang out with Elise
    -coached the powder-puff game....with my awesome budd...ALEX TORRES
    -beat the freshman...lost to the seniorsXcore.


    ...well if you're not happy with that...then i'm sorry.
    i'd love to stay but i have church in the morning along with the key club social so i think i'm gunna go to sleep...i <3 you all.


    sleep tight b-townXgay

    Current Mood: drained
    Current Music: Copeland: She Changes Your Mind
    Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
    7:17 pm
    You know it's 2005 when...
     1) you accidentally enter your password on a microwave














    2) you haven't played solitaire with real cards in years














    3) the real reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have a screen name














    4) you'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the power button on the tv.












    6) your boss doesnt even have the ability to do your job.












    7) you read this list & keep nodding and smiling












    8) as you read this list, you think about sending it to all your
    friends












    9) and.. you were to busy to notice number 5.












    10) you actually scrolled back up to check that there was no 5












    11) & now you're laughing at your stupidity












    12) repost if you fell for it. you know you did

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: underOATH
    Thursday, September 15th, 2005
    5:22 am
    well it hasn't been that long, but now i think i'll acctually put something a little interesting in the update.

    - ELISE IS 16!!!
    - the coldplay concert was post-poned
    - i wanna go to the fall out boy show.
    - i AM going to the mewithoutYou & coheedandcambria show.
    - Shane and i got to hang out, and he got new guitar strings.
    - homecomming is is near, and i want a date...seriously
    - i got a chance to hang out with some of the friends i mentioned in the previous entry.
    - drumline is acctually pretty fun.
    - that's it.



    ...

    edit: elise's car should now be known as "the tomato" or "sandwich on wheels" or even "subway to go"

    ...you pick

    red(tomato) civic + onions + lettuce + mustard + mayo + Italian bread = sanwich on wheels

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: jazz band: uncle milio's side show
    Monday, September 5th, 2005
    2:58 pm
    I miss a lot of my friends...



    please c/m 534-2606 ...we need to get together E>

    alex.............shane...robby...........matt.......taylor...........jessica..hayley...nikki......gabby...........jacob......nate...brian........kim.....and more, you know who you guys are

    Current Mood: some kind of sad
    Current Music: bright eyes: no lies, just love
    Thursday, September 1st, 2005
    9:42 pm
    pics aren't so fun
     so today i got suspended...

    ...for taking a picture













    edit: call me, i got my brand new sidekick 524-2606 E>

    Current Mood: embarrassed
    Current Music: coheed and cambria: WELCOME HOME
    Monday, August 29th, 2005
    8:58 pm
    it's common to get bumps in life...this is a mountain.
     ...i'm sorry for anyone i've ever hurt, rather it be lately or forever ago...i truly love all of you, and thank you for everything you've ever done for me. E>

    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: black eyed peas:my humps
    Sunday, August 21st, 2005
    1:16 pm
    ohh how i miss you lj.
     since i've/u been gone...

    -i got all of the classes i wanted
    -i got classes with old friends that i need to hang out with more.
    -i helped a drunk kid around a football game.
    -i like someone new. (or i've just realized that i do)
    -my prayers were answered and the coolest kid ever (jacob peterson) has returned to my school to share jazz band with me. :)
    -i love everyone
    -i'm really happy right now (as in this time of my life)
    -my best girl-friend is awesome and makes me feel happy
    -i love alex torres and i'm glad we got to hang out.
    -shane weaver has so much to him, and he truly loves me as i do him.
    -i miss the long talks on the phone with gabby.
    -i still love taylor and jessica.
    -matt is always there for me.
    -brian is not too cool for me and i love it.
    -i miss kim, and she is awesome.
    -robby is a happy kid who makes me happy, and i'm sorry for ever hating you (9th grade)
    -danielle hates me, doesn't want to talk to me, and doesn't ever want to hang out. but she's still cool.
    -candice is a good person to talk to.
    -kaci is still my sweetie.
    -ashley is a lucky girl, but she deserves it.
    -i miss nate and i'm glad i saw him.
    -i still owe nikki a sunset, and i wont forget.
    -paul makes bad words funny.
    -keith is funny/easy to talk to.
    -austin "you should've brought your guitar"
    -hayley blend makes the "bell team" fun. thanks for being there for me.
    -i want to get to know a lot of people better than i do.
    -i'm not letting this cold get to me.
    -i started skimming again. (but don't worry it isn't all that i do)
    -drumline is where i belong, and i thank everyone for making me happy in it.
    -nate cook has a funny laughing face.
    -sara makes me happy/feel good.
    -i miss kris byerly so much and i don't think he feels the same.
    -summer always makes me feel welcome.
    -mrs.weaver is the coolest mom, along with mrs.berra.
    -i'm finally getting a new phone, i cant wait to listen to all of my messages :)
    -ALI THOMAS HAS TO BE THE COOLEST PERSON EVER!!! SHE'S IS INCREDIBLY SEXAY!


    ...i love everyone, and if i didn't mention you, comment and i'll say something nice about you.

    ...if i did mention you, there is so much more to say about you, if you want to know. <3

    ...i'm happy and all of you are the reason why.
    -

    Current Mood: amazing
    Current Music: sleeping at last: say
    Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
    1:02 am
    it's all a game of LIFE
     it's been a really long time since my last update, so i thought i'd be a sport and do something about it.

    - my summer has been awesome until lately, and i can't wait for school to start back.
    - something good always comes out of hard times...i'm just waiting for it.
    - girls are only the answer to 36.29% of my problems.
    - i don't curse anymore.
    - i miss alex
    - i broke my phone so call me @ 795-8288 if you want to talk.
    - i'm moving in with my mom.
    - i gave my dad his last chance
    - he's two-faced
    - eversfield dedicated a song to me and it made me happy.
    - amanda talked to me at the ev. show and that made me happy too.
    - i got to hang out with kim and brian and that was fun.
    - i dumped out a whole box of mike and ikes to only find 4 cherry flavored ones (it made me angry)
    - i'm happy for robby and elise, and i miss them both (hang out)
    - danielle and i have gotten a lot closer as friends lately which is awesome
    - h. blend is deff. my favorite person.
    - i miss you candice goodman... we haven't talked in a while
    - i also miss nikki (i owe you a sunset)
    - gabby (i owe you a movie date)
    - drumline is going to be a blast
    - i ran almost 2 miles in the past two days, during band camp
    - talking to old friends and re-newing them is uplifting
    - dashboard has really been getting me by lately
    - shane's arms are comfortable to cry in.


    - this heart is being sown together and my friends are the thread

    - i really would like to thank all of the ones who have been here for me through all of this (shane, hayley, elise, krystal, austin, paul, jacob, boone, and honestly mr. miller)

    alex- call me E> i miss you

    Current Mood: scared
    Current Music: dashboard confessional: bend and not break
    Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
    4:42 pm
    FRIENDS!!! TAKE THIS!
     Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

    Current Music: mewithoutYou: Tourches Together
    Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
    12:10 pm
    DON'T ASK QUESIONS...JUST DO IT
     everyone...and i mean everyone needs to drop their plans for tonight and go to the show tonight!
    All of the bands are amazing and people are amazing!!! and i love them all, allthough some of them may hate me E>

    Broken Image
    Eversfield
    FLK
    Towering Infeno
    Suspense Thriller
    $3 @ 7pm (olympia theater)

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: ffe
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